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Palms And Paws

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On August 14th, happiness came in my door step in the form of a fluffy ball of fur with four legs. Her eyes were still adjusting to the monochromatic tone of light and she was the size of my hands. Wrapped in a warm blanket, she was gifted as a responsibility and that’s how I got my very own first pet. Before her I only had  a  cactus plant that i felt responsible of . Now, in my narrow shoulders a new responsibility was added, a life that I should take care of. It’s astonishing how quickly we get attached to our pet even though there’s a strong language barrier between us  but  you know what they say “Love needs no language.” I named my four legged friend “Bambi” because her eyes resembled a doe and Bambi was a Disney animated cartoon of a deer that I used to watch when I was kid. I didn’t quite understand the power and emphasis of the word “motherhood” but somehow I was giving all my motherly love and devotion to my Bambi. From bathing her, cleaning up the mess she made and sweeping away the poop, I enjoyed doing it. I didn’t mind sharing my bed with her, in fact her presence made my sleep more sound and comforting. Her small sneeze from her cute little button like nose was bliss to my ear. Time went by and she became older and I became more distant. My priorities changed and I couldn’t give her as much time that I used to. With all those ongoing events that were going on I never forgot to share my hi-fives with her whenever I left my house. My palms and her paws.

( “Love needs no language.”)

But one day, things took a sudden turn, when I returned from my college and looked for her she wasn’t there where she was supposed to be. I asked my mother of her where beings. My mother lied about she getting adopted at first but later I found out that she passed away. She was lying to save me from blaming myself but little did she know guilt and regret already took hold of me. I did blame myself for not being responsible enough, for not caring enough.  It was exactly one week before Kukur Tihar my Bambi passed away. It was horrible enough to see other dogs in the neighborhood getting pampered on that one particular day. It made me miss my friend more than ever. Her loss still saddens me to the core of my heart. Every corner of  my house is now haunted with the memories of my Bambi. I still wear my half chewed slippers because it reminds me of her.  When I had a rough day she used to lift my spirits. She use to wait for me in my room as soon as I get home. No other dog can ever replace her. Bambi left a huge void in my heart that no one can possibly fill in. This blog is especially in regard to my long lost pet. I hope she is content and in peace wherever she is.

(“Every corner of house is now haunted with the memories of my Bambi.”)


Questions about life

Humans are the real Demons and the Gods are hiding from us.

Our guardians always told us to believe in god. Faced gods or the faceless ones doesn’t matter. Hold your two hands near your heart and wish for all the perky stuff you want in your life in front of a stone molded with a face. Before you read any further I would like to clear out your assumption that this article neither supports the idea of being atheist nor theist. In-fact I don’t have the mere idea about what to believe, what not to believe & who to believe and to whom we cannot believe.Have you ever wondered why gods are the tales and holy books only ? Why there are no evidences of the fact that there is the presence of superior healing powers? If you want to hear my theory I think that we are the real demons and we have invaded the earth where as the gods are so frightened with our demonic activities they are compelled to hide from us. We are the experiments of god which went wrong. Horribly if I may say. Gods who are supposed to be the saviors for the other creatures who they gave life to along with humans are hiding from us because of the cruelty that we are. I’ll let you evaluate yourself for how much cruel you are okay! This beautiful topography of earth doesn’t belong solely to us, yet we selfishly use all the gifts provided by the earth all to ourselves. We bully them just because we think we are the most intellectual creature in this world. Bullying them,prodding them, experimenting on them, cutting them  and eating them is all we have been doing shamelessly for years and still we are the most intellectual craetures among all. Forgive my impertinence because I have been writing all the bad stuff about human being a human. But humanity is the only thing missing from the word human. All I am trying to suggest is the air that we breathe is not only for us, the land that we walk in is not only for two-legged creatures like us but for all those four pawed friends. C’mon dogs and cats aren’t the only animals that seeks love or attention. Our lungs aren’t the only lungs which needs clean air. The heart is different chambered but still the love that all the creatures feel is the same. Give more and don not take from anyone. The saddest part of being a human is we have conquered the world from creatures who speaks different language and yet we are not stopping at all. We fight among ourselves now. Human to Human war. look around the world is cracking. still, we search for gods when you can count blessing from those who you helped. Coin that we throw inside the temples loses is value, instead, give it  to them who hasn’t eaten for days. When they’ll feel thankful towards you that is where blessings are originated. Feed your soul more about the surroundings rather than lurking in the footsteps of tales, and tradition created centuries ago. Cause that time is long gone and we don’t live in that time anymore. Help defines satisfaction, which is far better feeling than to be blessed. That is what matters the most now. We all are seeking the help and gods cannot provide that to us. We need to find the help all by ourselves and if we find it we shall pass it to others and one day help shall heal. Remember we, humans are the demons and gods are nowhere to be found.